March 10, 2010
La Famille Schmidt
Well this week has been very interesting. We have had the opportunity to teach a couple of people; it has been great! The work is moving forward here in Martigny but I have really been humbled this week and I kind of had a little break down as far as my strength or diligence. My companion hasn’t been very motivated to work, so I feel like I have been taking the load of everything this week. At first I thought that I could do it, and mind you I was doing a pretty good job….(insert pride).... (take away pride) or so I thought. This week was a hard one, but I sure needed it, to realize that I need to lean on the Lord more. It’s a funny thing, because I think I have learned this same lesson at least 5000+ times, yet I still think that I can do it by myself, and every time I fall right on my face and look up desperate for help, only to see the Lords hand stretched out to pick me up, so I can finish the race.
This week was my last Zone Conference and I had the opportunity to give my last testimony to the Mission. I hadn’t really thought about what I was going to say. So I related it to me learning tennis. I thought to myself, if only I could hit the ball really hard, I would be a good player, and so I would work really hard to attain that goal and after a while I would reach it, only to realize that I still wasn’t good and needed to learn more. That is how I have felt on my mission. I was always learning things to become better but only realizing that I have a million other things to learn and master. Then, I gave my testimony of the Atonement and cried the whole time. I thought I would be able to keep myself together but I failed. Anyway, I ended with a quote by Michael Angelo “I am still learning”. I said that is how I feel, I am still learning. That’s what being a member of the Church is all about.
I love you all and hope that you have a great week.
Love Elder Schmidt



